Saturday, August 14, 2010

Happy to be Single at Last!

After being continuously in one relationship after another since I was 16 years old, I am so happy to be suddenly, blessedly single. Why? Because...
  • I can do whatever I want whenever I want!
  • I don't have to cook if I don't feel like it.
  • I don't have to be home at a certain time.
  • I don't have to go home at all!
  • I don't have to put makeup on and do my hair!
  • I can watch what I want on TV!
  • I can eat chips and dip for dinner!
  • If I get lonely, I can cuddle with my little dog or cat!
  • I can talk all night long to my best girlfriend if I feel like it!
  • I can spend as much time with my kids as I want without someone getting jealous, pissed off and sulking!
  • I can wear old raggedy t-shirts all the time!
  • I can dress as slutty as I want to without someone telling me I have too much cleavage showing!
  • I don't have to worry about pleasing someone else all of the time! Forget that!

Damn, I shoulda done this years ago! Yippee!

Friday, August 13, 2010

Forgiveness

Today I forgive myself. I have been a bad person. I have lied, cheated, stolen things. I have been cruel, tormented people for the pure enjoyment of it. I have hurt people, mentally, physically and financially. I have screamed, kicked things, thrown things and broken defenseless objects.

I have enabled loved ones to do bad things. This hurt my loved ones, myself and others.

Today I forgive myself for the past. I release all negativity. I will allow myself to detach and live my life. I permit myself to be happy.